creatiOn of life

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

im at sarawak now!!


ola.. dh bbrpa hari aku tak update blog aku..heheh. aku dah selamat sampai kat sarawak skunk ni..mayb lepas ni aku tak blh dh nak on9 salu... ssh nak dpt line kat kpg.... lagipun aku nak spen masa dengan family aku.... cuti sem 2 bln bukan nya lama pon... pejam celik dh cukup msa... hahhaa.. p yg penting aku happy sbb dh sampai sarawak..terasa dkt dgn seseorg yg aku msh syg...hahahaha..:D..aku tak blh nk on9 lelama ni sbb aku nk tgk anak ayam yg aku bela.....hahaha..cuti sem ni aku nak naikkan berat badan aku sbyk 5 kilo.. dapat ke tak..itu tunggu jawapan nnt erk... tunggu perubahan ku yea kengkwn..^^ hehehe..i gonna miss u oll after tis...^^ oh ya..mayb aku juga jadi guru tuisyen sepanjang cuti sem ni.. hehehe.. nak makan katakan...^^ duk rumah bkn de bt apa pun...baik aku cari kerja... ajar kazen aku pon gak..^^

aku kna chow ni....ada hal lor...tata... kalo da masa aku update entri aku erk...^^

bubbyeee..^^

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

kerinduan^^

nona n me....
realy miss my fwen so much... nona xpcially.... fom i koe da meaning of friendship it was she by my side.... she da bes fwen tat i eva have.. even fom other side we ar difrent person but i koe she love me so much... so do i.. really missed our friendship... hahaha.... fom child we being 2gether... n now we far fom each other... xplore different world n learn da matured mean in difernt side.. im being ar student n she being ar employee.... sound great..shareing an xpriend 2gether... na really missed u... even tis holiday ur nop holiday yet.. ouchhh... tat mean im alone lor at hometown... wat da bored day.... wat im gonna do tis semester break??? ouchh... thinking of tat it really bored lor... jus thinking... i wanna go xplore iban long house... it mus b somtin great.... hurmmm.. so sad im nop grow up at rumah panjang... really wanna hav an memory stay at rmh panjang... it mus b awsom... jus a'gin it i feel really great... ouchhh.... nak rase gawai at long house... it must somtin tat i can't forget ar life time.... when ler i can get tat moment... so jelous when my fwen talk bout rumah panjai... gawai moment at rmh panjang.... ermmm.... so sad can't be real iban in my way life... hehehe... but im really proud to be iban girl....:)... if i can find iban boy it was great....wakakaka.... tinggi lak angan2...kler... nak tido ler... mkin layan my feel makin mencarut lak kat blog aku ne.... yang penting 12 mei akan blk swk...^^

Monday, May 3, 2010

hoped....

it mei olready....
sound great coz i will end my tis sem b go for other stage of my studies... hurrmmmm... talk bout it.. i feel so bad r8 now... it ol bcoz of my record paper... first time in my life i feel so stupid during answer ar question ppr... wargghh.. wat going on i will look forwad.... when i feel down... only one person can advise me very well... oh GOD thank for da second chance u give me... i koe im nop ar kinnda nice gurls..... i still love him much.... wat eva he do i will support it n trust on him as a fwen.... enought if i still can be his fwen.... i koe he really nice person... n i koe wat he do he wont give up... and he also teach me so tat i wont give up in ma life.. hahaha... who sad street guy worst on 8titude.... som of them is really nice... skatebording s nop ar crime like wat hlvote said... royner... thanks for be ar part of my life n be my fwen n my prveous moment... merepek awl pagikan... hahaa..:D... you guy wanna koe... everytime i miss him, he will msg me... even im thinking of him oso his msg will be receive.... of kinda like sense of humour he koe im missed him damm much.... hahahah.... but it was great lor... bcoz when he msg me i feel im strong enuf to thourgh ma day.... hahaha... he full wif advise... so jus let our relationship jus be like tat oo... hehehe... mayb it good for us... but once he say stay wif me i koe wat im goin to answer him.... hahaa...:D sound im so happy today kn... i cant wait tat i arrive at kuching airport.. hehehe..:D but still have ar xam this saturday.... huh... hop tis comin xam would be like b4... warghhh... scary lor...>.<...
love anastasia

Friday, April 30, 2010

minda kosong

wah tak ku sangka tak ku duga... ngeee...^^ tinggal 2 paper lagi tggl.. skunk ne 2gu masa nak blik swk lagi... nda sabar ni... terlalu merindui sarawak... hehehe... ku takut juga.... tadi tgk carry mark...huhuhuh...>.<>.<..... it hurt my heart.. hahaha... rsa gagal exam rsa cm lebih teruk gagal cinta.... cinta ttg syg jek... p exam?? ttg masa depan yg tak pasti ko.. hahahaha..... unbelive ku ckp cm ne... sedar lak dri dh bkn budak2 lagi... ngee.... hahaha... bila pk cm ni.. baru sedar yg aku bukan bayi lagi.. rupenye dh membesar jadi gadis remaja... hahaha..:D
malu pula....ngeeee...^^ comin dec ni pon umo dh genap 19.. wakakaa.. terasa msh cm budak2 perangai... mommy i will never change perangai manja tu...
kehkehkeh..:p.. rindu sama my mom lor... yg teramat sangat.... lof lof lof lof.... toing...hahaha...:D.. bila dh kat swk nnt mesti ku tak der masa nak update blog selalu... hahah... busy wif my business... ngee... jangan tak tau ayam sy suda besar.. wakaka... blh jual suda gawai ne... ngee.. sapa mok blh contack sy ma... hahaha... blk swk ne nk plan buat business lak.. nak try.. kekekeke... mom i need ur help one moe time ma... wakaka.. tunjuk ajar ku sifu... hahaha... plan time blk swk nnt la... sem break msti bosan.. 2 bln lagi tu... baik aku buka business ma... ada faedah lor.. nsib bek ayam aku ok jer mak ku jaga.... ngeee...^^ siap ko org... aku nak blk jual ko org.... wakakaka... :D..
klor ... notin to say lagi... nak tido lor... hohohho..:D

Sunday, April 25, 2010

oh flu...

adoi....
tgh aku nak xam ni lar flu nk gak datang... tyme lain tak da gak nak dtang g ku... auchhoooo...----->mom im feel bad... hari ni da exam bel 260... cyo cayo ana.. lawan flu... sungguh aku rimas dgn flu ni.... hidung sumbat... tidak selesa sungguh aku ni..
warghhh tahap cipan btoi flu ni.. other story uncle aku meninggal semalam.... bru ptg td mom kol gtau.. sedeh juga dgr... p nak bt cam ne... tabah jer la...R.I.P to my uncle... harap my aunty tabah hadapi sume ni.... last year her son dead bcoz of xcedent... now her husband... i feel sad to u aunty.... but we ar owest be there wif u no matter wat happen... take ar gud rest of urself... hurmmmm..... tak saba lak nak blk swk.... hehehe... aku tak tau g apa nk buat tyme kat swk ti... yg ku tau nak habiskn lesen ku yg tak hbs2 lagi...kikikiki.... aku takot lor utk xam bhgian litar.. aku tak suka side parking.... ssh... p ku suka jalan raya... hihihih... it nop to bad... but im nop to confident...^^hiihhih...
okey lor.. aku nak tdo juak tok eyh... sok xam p ptg lor... wish me luck...^^

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Hillsong - From The Inside Out - With Subtitles/Lyrics

my fav song when i feel down... lof this song much...

Thursday, April 22, 2010

life for smiling..:)

hermm..
aku dh hbiskn first paper aku.. IDA 152... agak killer paper utk soalan tu.... hehe.. but i try my bes to get wat i want.. no matter wat da result i will sastifies... hurmm.... 8cually at monday b4 n xam... im go out wif my fwen.. awin n akim...:)... nice to koe them.... oh ya.. aku dah dapat novel yg aku nak tu VESUS... hehehe.. bes sory for change... mmg susah utk berubah dalam hidup dari sesuatu yang kita suka kpd terpaksa menghentikn... aku rasa ku faham apa yg cuba utk disampaikn oleh hlovate dlm isi novel tu... aku juga punya sejarah silam sendiri.... tak perlu tuk aku share kat cne sbb masa tu dh berlalu... n sekarang aku masih mampu tersenyum setiap kali pagi menyapa... ku msh blh ketawa pada sesuatu keindahan... n aku mash ada org sekeliling yang syg aku... aku tak minta lebih... ckup dh apa yg aku dapat.. apa yg dbri aku hargai n apa yg aku beri buat kalian senyum itu balasannya....:).. keindahan dalam kehidupan dapat kita rsa nikmatnya bila kte tersenyum utnk menanti hari esok.. today is journey, tommorrow is mystery, yesterday is memory.... semyun pada kelmarin, ukir pada hari ini, menapak pada esok.... aku temui apa yg aku nak... mom thanks for ur call today.. really missed u mom dad... wait for me... u give me love i will pay wif smile... u cry for me, i will hug u till da end, u tired for me, i will move on for u.. n if happy for me i will never give up till da end of my life..... thanks GOD for da best PARENT u gve to me n mke my world beautiful wif sweet moment... :)
our love will never lasting....